And I can’t wait!
December 17, 2010A few years ago… I was afraid of wanting anything
I though wanting would lead to trying and then trying would to failure…
But now I find I can’t stop wanting…
I want to fly somewhere in 1st class off my own money…
I want to travel to Europe on a business trip…
I want to get invited to the White House…
I want to learn about the world…
I want to surprise myself…
I want to be important…
I want to be the best person I can be…
I want to define myself instead of having others to define me…
I want to win… And have people to be happy for me…
I want to lose… And get over it…
I want to not be afraid of the end…
I want to grow up to be generous and big hearted… The way the people have been with me…
I want an interesting and surprising life…
Its not that I think I’m going to get all these things…
I just want the possibility of getting them…
The possibility that things are going to change…
……………..And I can’t wait!………………..
